Sunday, October 28, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:25 PM
had op rehearsal at yuanguang's house this afternoon/evening. :) the last time i went there was during june holidays to discuss survey questions & now its like rehearsing OP. i am going to die for qna i am going to die for qna i am going to die for qna. it's like the HUGE homogous barrier on my shoulders i really want to collaspe under it or something. i have many many things to look forward to, like moving house, like going to work (for the fun & the $$$) and going out and alot alot of things. but whenever i think about them i will be like ahhhhhhhhhhh there's still OP there's still OP it's like this freaking HUGE obstacle i have to pass (and pass fantastically) before i can even do all that i want to do. ): I HATE IT ahh. i dont mind presenting cause there are rehearsals and all that, for qna ahhhh i cant think on the spot. i suck la its like my first reaction is to stone, and i cant think i cant phrase my thoughts properly then cause i know im taking like damn long to think and phrase my thoughts i'll panic like crap and i will just DIE. and the people in my group can imprompt quite well, i am super dead. it's A levelssss i cant afford to screw up ): ahh STRESSED. ):
OKAY I AM GOING TO BE SUPER HAPPYYYYY AFTER TUESDAY OKAY!
/edit mr low is sending us so many emails about I&R and about OP omg i think he's such a fantastic pw teacher :) :) he is really like constantly thinking for us sometimes i feel quite bad for making him feeel sooooo stressed for us. he's fantastic he's fantastic, cant wait till PW is over hehe he can treat us or sth and we can FINALLY stop talking about insane PW.
anyway today instead of sleeping on the bus like i always used to, hahaha when i was with my sister on the bus to jurong point from cck, we had this like rare conversation :) cause she's sec two this year (okay omg damn young, i dont remember what i was doing in sec two) and yesterday was like her last day with her class then she was super sad. reminds me of how sad i was after choral night almost 3 years ago. didnt really think about that period of time for quite a looong time so i kinda revisited my memories or sth. anyway i think i will be really :( :( next year cause s79 is really really fantastic though there are very obvious cliques we get along pretty well with everyone and i'm kinda proud of my class . <3
SCREAM! yesterday! :D :D hahahha i like the trail it was good & professional :) dont like the maze cause had a bad experience in there, wasnt all our fault but our fun was spoiled and we were all unhappy so well well. shall talk about the trail. hahaha it was scary cause the councillors were dressed in white/red and with makeup and all hahaha but it was also damn super funny cause we recognized alot of councillors and we were screaming their names trying to make them laugh hahah it was damn funny (: went in with jiayi sharon kelvin and sijin, we made the guys like take the front and the back of the line so jiayi sharon and i were in the middle HAHA we kept screaming then sijin said, "i think i'm more scared of you three" HAHAHA okay. :D okay and the councillors were professional, at least for our trail cause none of them laughed even though we tried very hard to make them laugh HAHA and stupid sharon was like spoiling things for them cause she went around kicking those "corpses" on the floor to check if they were real people trying to scare us when we were unprepared or fake dummies. :D then she kicked one and it was fake so the thing came apart HAHA. some were real though then it was like they cant scare us as much anymore cause we sort of "found them first". okayokay it was all good fun, enjoyable. :D yeay :)
listening to 06 apollo fac dance song now, got prac tmr. we're going to dance that during fac outing next saturday! :D :D miss those days in the rua preparing for open house. ): omg i wanna danceeeeee, 06 apollo dance prac tmr, YEAY :D
uh jiayi and i are browsing through our old photos now hahahahah it is pretty amusing. :D but good fun. some of our photos look so unlike us hahaha FUNNY. we've changed! haha i love jiayi yeay :)